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i dont think i could ever be fatphobic. ive said some pretty fatphobic shit, only in my head, and mostly to myself or if i was angry at the person. but especially if its toward other teenagers and i dont have shit against them? i always think about when i was depressed and at my heaviest. i was severely depressed, way worse than i am now, yet no one would know. and the people around me hated me even more just cause i was fat. idk, just some food for thought (lol) maybe being eating disordered doesnt give you the right to be a giant fucking asshole to fat people cause what? cause youre insecure? damn. even someone with an eating disorder sees how thats flawed. but can i really talk cause im 114 lbs and still look visibily fat? mh..